Tuesday, December 30, 2008

i am bored! i love talking about myself, as well.

What was the best part of last year?
NEW EXPERIENCES, POINTS OF VIEW, DISCOVERIES, MY FRIENDS, MEETING DANIELLE

What was the worst part of last year?
DRAMA N SHIT

What was the biggest surprise of last year?
LOVE!

What are you most looking forward to next year?
LOVE. AND ALSO GRADUATING FROM SCHOOL AND GETTING A JOB

Is there anything you are not looking forward to next year?
BEING IN SCHOOL ALL THA DAMN TYME

Which new years resolutions did you keep last year?
I DONT EVEN REMEMBER MY RESOLUTION HAHA

Which new years resolutions did you break last year?
I DOOOOOONO

What will be your new years resolutions next year?
TO STOP MY NERVOUS HABITS!

Which resolution are you most likely to break?
PROBABLY THAT ONE

Which resolution are you most likely to keep?
HOPEFULLY THAT ONE

What will you be doing on new years eve?
GETTIN DRUNK AND HANGIN OUT WITH MY FRIENDS AND MY GIRLFRIEND

Who will you be with at new years eve?
ZOE, DANI, CAMILA, GREAT FOLKS!

Who do you want to kiss to see the new year in?
DANIELLE DYNES!

Who will you probably end up kissing to see the new year in?
HER

What was the best song of last year?
DONT ASK ME THAT ITS CONFUSING ME ALREADY

What was the best TV show of last year?
NIP TUCK IS ALWAYS A GOOD SHOW. GS TO GENTS WAS PRETTY BOMB

What was the best book you read last year?
CIVILIZATION AND ITS DISCONTENTS

What was the best film of last year?
UHH EITHER WALL E OR BATMAN OR STEP BROTHERS

What change would you like to make to your life next year?
BEING HEALTHIER

What change would you like to see in the world next year?
P-E-A-C-E AND L-O-V-E

Sunday, December 14, 2008

I KEEP ON HAVING REALLY SCARY DREAMS ABOUT MY LITTLE BROTHER.

I DONT LIKE IT

WHY?!?!?

Wednesday, December 3, 2008

Above And Beyond

School is going great
I love class
I love cutting hair
I love Vidal Sassoon! Heres a hairstyle I made::
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ON MY PLANE RIDE back to Santa Monica, I sat next to Mr. Mosby from The Suite Life of Zack & Cody. It was pretty cool. He asked me if he should get an iPhone, I said yes.

I am having a really hard time getting a job. There's an American Apparel opening a couple blocks from my school, but that company is super weird and really confusing. I wish I had a car down here! Here's the car I want more than anything right now::
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And, also, I miss my girl. She's rapping to me on the phone right now, haha...It's insane how happy she makes me! I think we are a mighty cute couple, check it out. Your opinion doesn't really matter, cause I still think we're cute::
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SOOO SUPPPAAA KYOOOOT

ok thank you good bye come again

Wednesday, November 19, 2008

NONSENSE!!!!!@#$%^&*(

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missin dat good shit

LA is weird as heck!

i put up rainbow lights around my room. they look pretty sweet.
i can't wait to go home for thanksgiving
my school is amazing
my classmates, not as amazing
my teachers, depends

febreeze candles work really well. TRUST ME.

Tuesday, October 28, 2008

HAY HAY L A

SO
here's wassup:
i moved to santa monica about 3 days ago or something. it feels like i've been here longer. i set up my room in a house with some chill ass room mates, and started school yesterday. i've had one obstacle so far: BIKE CRASH
i was biking along broadway, coming home from the drug store and i had my bag around my handle bars. the bag got caught in my wheel and my bike stopped, and i didnt. my chin skidded along the pavement and my wind got knocked out. at first i couldn't get up, and i was just laying in the street trying to catch my breath, and this homeless man who could barely speak english was trying to help me. when i finally sat up blood started spilling out of my chin. someone drove by and pulled over, and gave me a towel for my face. he called an ambulance and they picked me up and told me i needed stitches, and eventually my elbow started hurting. i got to the hospital and one of my roommates met me there. the police questioned me. why? i have no idea. everyone in the hospital was asking me about it. how weird.
we were in the hospital for a good 4 hours. i got 17+ stitches in my chin, and my elbow is broken.
the next day i started beauty school at Vidal Sassoon Academy. so far it's cool. the people in my class are so funny!! we're already learning a ton of stuff, and today was only the second day. i can already tell i'd better be ready to soak up a shit load of knowledge. once my arm is healed [which hopefully will be soon] i'll be able to fully participate in my classes. one of the teachers already told me he'll give me a haircut, cause i want some shorter hair for SURE!!
i miss my boo a lot, but we're doin our thang and it's still amazing. here's some evidence of my damage::

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yummy

Wednesday, October 8, 2008

so i officially decided this will just be a blog about my life in LA once i move there. so soon im gona delete all the entries before this and start ovah

<3

Sunday, September 28, 2008

new new

-last day at bows n arrows today
-taking my ears to 00g
-love
-money, lacking it


shit is moving
slow motion is better than no motion.

hmm
i duno what to put on this blog

Tuesday, September 16, 2008

uhmmm

PEOPLE ARE SO WEIRD.
aren't they?
i think they are.

i went to a dance class last night. it was really hard, probably because i haven't taken anything along the lines of ballet in yeeeeears. i enjoyed it, but i had to leave at the end because the choreography was just beyond anything i can do right now. the teacher was so odd though..Reggie Savage, or Mr. Savage as he prefers to be called. he just kept talking about how arrogant he is and what an ass hole he is. he didn't really seem that way to me though. it seemed like he spent more time talking about that then he did actually being that.
see, people are so weird.

also people are always trying to make other people talk shit. damn. like, i try and refrain from talking shit unless ive already talked the shit to that persons face or its something that i wouldnt mind repeating. but dang, people just always want other people to talk shit!!! why you talkin so much shit? weirdo!

i went to bed at 10pm last night, and woke up at 915am this morning. i'm refreshed.......@#$%^&*>

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that car is the shit

Wednesday, September 3, 2008

Tuesday, August 12, 2008

teeth

i was just thinking about teeth
they are incredibly strange
i was looking at my baby brother's teeth and they're so small
isn't it weird that they come out and grow back in bigger? no other bones or body parts do that
if they stayed small people would look so weird
if they initially grew in big it would be weird also
and then we mess with them so much so that they look perfect, but they're just bones. i like it when peoples' teeth are a little funny.
it's just odd to me what a huge deal teeth are, and people don't ever really think about them, but they do.
i'm actually just procrastinating writing an autobiography for my cosmetology school application because i have ABSOLUTELY NO IDEA WHAT TO PUT IN IT and i'm amazing at distracting myself.
i finished chapter 1 of civilization and its discontents

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gross, yo

Saturday, August 9, 2008

aye.

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WOAH

...

so
reading freud
reminds me so much of my state of mind when i was first learning this stuff. it's intense. separation between ego and object, stuff like that. i forgot about all that. i was living IN those concepts when i first learned them. i know many people are opposed to freud's views, but i think it's mainly that they are intimidated by how much he uses sexuality in relation to things we consider to be 'normal'. but isn't sexuality normal? this is why i like him so much. he acknowledges that humans, no matter how mentally capable we are, are animals.
he relates an 'oceanic feeling' (such as love, religion, etc...) to object rather than ego. ego would be one's PERSONAL experience, how one's mind views things. object is anything outside one's ego, basically. so this oceanic feeling is when the line between ego and object can no longer be distinguished, such as when one is in love, or relating to a higher being, or in any other state of not being able to separate the two.
i'm not even finished with the first chapter of the book where i'm learning this. it's crazy. i love it though.

what else is happenin....?
i hate cats!!! i had an allergic reaction to a cat the other day, and i freaked out because i was prettymuch positive it was strep throat, so i went to my doctor and was on the verge of tears, just to find out i'm just EXTREMELEY allergic to stupid fucking cats!!!!! man, i hate cats.

nothing else is too new. my life is in a grey area right now, i'm not sure if i like that. i'm working on it though.

Thursday, July 31, 2008

hey whats new

What is new? I'll tell you. This white 16g iphone. It's the shit. I love it. It's perfect.

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It's got a really good camera, the keypad is not that hard to use, the ipod is cool, there's a full calendar for me to put everything on, and it's got a straight link to my email. Generally an amazing purchase.

I need to sell a bunch of my clothing to Buffalo Exchange or something like that. I'm selling a couple pairs of Nike SB's [Dinosaur Jr. SB Dunk Hi's, and Money Cat SB Dunk Mids] so if any girls or boys with small feet are interested let me know, but be willing to cash out.

I have been laying in bed all day with the worst hangover of my life, after a night of throwing up and blacking out. Alcohol is not cool in large quantities. Right now all I want is to snuggle up with this one person and go to sleep. That would be purrrrfect.

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mmm drunky drunk drunk

Chyea.
<3

Saturday, July 26, 2008

janet jackson, i'm feelin you right now

Many new newses

To start off I bought a couple psychology books. Not the one I originally planned to get, but some others that will hopefully be just as good. The one that I'm currently [attempting] to read is Civilization and its Discontents by Sigmund Freud. It's intense. I've only gotten through the first two pages and I'm already overwhelmed with all the information. The one I'm going to try and read next is Beyond Good and Evil by Friedrich Nietzsche. Wish me lucks .

Secondly, this is pretty unimportant but it was a big deal to me while it was happening. Last night there were some HUGE bugs in my room and they somehow both ended up on my bed at some point and I was freaking out by myself. One of them was a cricket of some sort. How the fuck did a cricket get in my room? The other one was a giant moth. Anyways, it was traumatic, and everyone who I texted for comfort was asleep! eek

Thiiiiiiiiiiiirdly I drew some pictures last night that I think are pretty cool. They're of 3 people who I think are awesome. It's just something new I'm trying out. I was just super bored and went on peoples' facebooks and found pictures I liked. If anyone reads this thing, lemme know what ya thinkkkk:
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MILON [happy birthday today!]
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DANIELLE
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ZOESHA!

yeahhh
i think its kinda cool.
oh and sometimes vidchatting can get a little kinky ;)
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HAHAH

Thursday, July 17, 2008

Today was my last day at Peet's. I'm pretty happy about it. The schedule there truly sucked.

My mom broke my bike which is fucking gay but I think I'll be able to fix it eventually, so OK I guess.

Anyways I found this picture online. This is my favorite picture ever, at least that I've seen so far, I think. I don't know why it is ...I just LOVE IT! I totally forgot about it then stumbled across it a few days ago and got super excited:
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ALSO!!! I'm gona start reading a book. How shocking.
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Thus Spoke Zarathustra by Nietzsche
I'm pretty nervous about reading it but I think my brain needs something new to dive into, and I ran into my old friend the other day and he was reading it and recommended it to me. He was about a quarter of the way through it, and said he's been reading it for almost 2 years now. Fuck yea

;)

Friday, July 11, 2008

My life is just where it needs to be right now
The sun in California is really scary. Last night the sunset looked like ...either the sun was melting into the smog or the smog was I guess 'engulfing' it. I don't actually know what engulfing means but it sounds nice and quite appropriate..yez?
Things are going really well though. Me n my mom don't really talk that much anymore but I think that's better because we just don't see things eye-to-eye. My brothers and I are homies [but that's always like that]. I got some good ass friends, and they most definitely outshine the bad people, which is awesome. I'm a little awkward about this new things that's happening, but I just take a lil while to warm up to people completely, so it's ok I know it'll be good.

I called Tuesday Tattoo to make an appointment and they're booked through MAY! MAY!?@!#$%^!!!!! Yup, May. How ridiculous. But it's ok. Here's what I'm getting on my feets:
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I'm still having issues deciding on the colors I want though, but I guess if I have until May then there's plenty of time to think about it. I'm totally open to suggestions though so SHOOT!

k I'm going to go put some olive oil on a pan and heat up this leftover pasta

satisfy my soul ;-)

Tuesday, July 1, 2008

LIST!
- I'm quitting Peet's ASAP. That job is really starting to bum me out and I refuse to be bummed out. At all. Typed up a new resume and I'm gona go drop it off at some spots hopefully this week at some point.
- Got a manicure the other day and that was nice, then I walked to this knoll and fell asleep for a while which was also nice I really like sleeping in the grass and I also really like just hangin out with myself sometimes. I tried to meditate but it was really hard in such a public area....I got there for a minute though..haha
- I went to the Macintosh store today at Bay St because my laptop is broken. Check this...I called like a week ago and asked if I needed an appointment and they woman said no, I asked her if she was sure and she told me I could just walk right in. So I took a ton of public transportation out to Emeryville today with Ciara and once we got there aparently I needed an appointment so I ended up buying a bunch of cute underwear to makeup for my bad mood and also ate way too much.
- Ran into my tattoo artist and was reminded of how awesome he is [Freddy Corbin, Temple Tattoo] and now I realized how much I want my feet tatted and I'm going to be making that happen immediately or sooner if possible.
- Saw the boy who broke my heart worse than it's ever been before and was not affected at all. It's really refreshing to know that healing and growth is possible even when it seemed like it would never be.
- CAN'T WAIT for this weekend! 4th of July yo! I'm trying to drink drank drunk or something. Watch fireworks. Kiss someoneinparticular.

Do the damn thang

Thursday, June 26, 2008

i've been awake for a long time

so i really need to get my glasses fixed because i can't see very well which means i space out all the time which means i cause problems at work and piss off my managers....oops

anyweeeeeyyyyz

i've been thinkin lately about nietzsche's whole theory involving religion as a form of disempowerment. i just wanted to get my thoughts into words, so i'll apologize in advance if i contradict myself or spell things wrong or something, cause i'm just writing as i think...it's more of a ramble than anything, and it's not everything i think about it.
this is mainly focusing on catholicism. but i know there is a huge stress on fearing your own mortality. if you fear something which is inevitable, and worship in fear, then how is this helpful? i'm not denying that prayer and faith can be helpful for many people, but when it is something you limit your life to, and live in because you are scared to venture outside, that is when it becomes disempowering. your faith would not exist without the concept of mortality, so if the very concepts that drove what you believe in to exist are what you fear, then what are you even worshipping at all?
this is why i think buddhism is so beautiful. it accepts the fact of death, but brings a certain idea of immortality along with it. not a fear or mortality, rather an awareness of it and a really interesting acceptance. an awareness that your actions all exist within your mortality, and will be carried on to others' mortalities as well. karma is an incredible thing. also i love that there is not a god that people must worship because he is "almighty" and if you don't obey him you will be damned to hell. (what a limiting structure of life). instead you find enlightenment within yourself, and explore your own mind and life and past minds and lives within your own enlightenment.


anyways
i just wanted to get that out....

i've been feeling extremeley inspired lately and i know why but you don't get to know till i feel like saying it! hahaeehhhehe

i wish i could post pictures on this thing but my laptop is broken also (i break a lot of stuff i'm clumsy) and this weird computer won't let me upload my stuff onto photobucket.

so
for now

peace up !... ;)

Sunday, June 22, 2008

this could sound really weird?

i highly recommend that everyone sees KUNG FU PANDA. it's seriously hilarious.

so i was laying on my bed and thinking the other day and i could very possibly be trippin....
but
you know how people say time is an illusion? time is a matter of perspective, and i think that's what makes that statement true [if you choose to believe it]
so would that make everything that's perspective an illusion? it could be. it could just be the human mind abusing its power to analyze a thought, or a concept.
so
love, time, beauty, disaster...?
i have no idea.
that's why living in the present is so important to me, even though it's really hard not to think about what happened or what could be happening outside of what's directly in front of you.

i
duno
just....thinkin

i keep having day dreams about stuff that happens later on the same day.
i want to go camping somewhere really filled with nature. not on a camping site, but somewhere completely out in the middle of nowhere that's completely removed from city-life

Thursday, June 19, 2008

HEYYY im luisa and im hoppin on the blogspot plane [not train] and flyin high
butterflyin

got a sweet lil darlin back in my corner
below i know i love her, but i act like i dont want her
surrounded by the lonely, but yet feel like a loner
could be an organ donor
the way i give up my heart, but
never know because - shit, i never tell her!
ask me bout my feelings i'd holla that it's irrela'
i dont get myself caught up in the jello gella'
and puddin' pops, that others opt to call falling in love, but
for the record, have you ever rode a horse?
would i like for you to take me to pluto?
i said, 'of course!'
but if you ain't a sweet indeedy, i won't endorse
hans solo till i'm hit by the bullet, so may the force
be with you, and i'll hit you when better time permits
for now, give me examples of why you're the shit!
but how am i to know ith the profession that i'm in?
and if you do not know me, then how cold you be my friend?